Free
Yes, I never liked life at the moment,
anxiety filled me but I was numb to emotion.
I was ridden with fear, a plague
of what people said affected me
We rarely looked in the past
but the effects stayed,
they seemed to cast shadows
Repeating in my mind
playing over and over all the time
They spoke acrimoniously
and used words unconservatively.
Unknown to them that their words were trenchant
and highly unpleasant
I was usually strong
but the pain caused had carried on too long
Dragged to far
Pained too much
I never cared how people came to
their reason of being
no matter what people sayed, they never hurt! What ever
the time, day or season.
But
I'm tired of hiding who I am.
I want to be free, not live in fear that others
wouldn't understand.
I want to soar into the deep dark blue skies
I want to swim in to the deep dark blue waters
I want to be
Me
© Rye Harbour
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